3 am
It's 3 am and I can't sleep. And I have no one to talk to really. I mean I had a good day yesterday. An interesting day. But still at the end of the day I still feel disconnected from those I usually feel closest too. It's really weird. I mean it happenes sometimes but never really lasts for over a few hours, but it's been days this time. Strangest feeling. It's like no matter what they do, it's never right and it makes you feel bad in some way. And they don't really do anything different, you just see it different. Like I said, it's strange. Hopefully it'll go away ... I mean that's what I should be saying ... But I guess I'm ok even if it doesn't ... And that makes me feel bad, for feeling that way and all. I don't get it myself. Anyways one good thing about today was that I intended on drinking and doping up, but I didn't. And I had the chance to. So go me I guess. Anyways the PM's are kicking in.