Out Of My Mind

[bad_day_magnet]

Well I think I did it. I think I managed to end the only meaningful friendship I have. Maybe it's what I needed. I don't know. Maybe it's the last thing I needed. I'm sure it's one or the other. Guess I'll see eventually. I'm sure I'll go crawling back. Because I need it. And I know I do, yet I try and ruin it. Weird, no? That the one thing you care about most in the world, you try and get rid of? I'm such a dumbass. And all this is proof that I don't deserve that friendship. I'm just fucking out of my mind I think. I don't know. Maybe one day I'll find some peace. Somehow.

Anyways ... these Tylenol PM my ass ...