Mar 03, 2005 21:22
so i am sitting here in this lonely dorm all by myself...my girlies are all gone...and it is really sad cause they have only been gone since like yesterday and i already miss them. well at least it is not as bad as christmas break...that was just pure craziness..summer is gonna suck...well at least i have my girl kim...god i miss her. i thought she said something about possibly coming home on saturday...if she does that will be awesome..if i even get to see her...god knows what my mom has planned. the only thing that sucks about coming home is that i don't have my car, and i can't drive my mom's so if i want to go anyway someone has to take me. IT FUCKING SUCKS!!! plus another thing that sucks is that the week that i come back to school i have two papers that are due. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON WITH THESE TEACHERS??? DON'T THEY KNOW ITS SPRING BREAK?? but being the good student that i am, i will probably be writing those papers when i am sitting my lazy ass at home...this sucks...ahhhhh..can't wait til tomorrow night..i get to see my sweetie..i miss him...but i am getting better with the idea that he can't be around everytime i want him to be..it suxs but im dealing..summer is just around the corner..so ill be ok. im kinda worried about tomorrow night though...i think he has something planned and won't tell me...hmmmm...he makes me wonder sometimes..which reminds me i better pack some of my partying outfits...never know what im gonna do...as long as i don't get into any trouble..aka with chris..ill be ok....so i guess chris has plans on taking me to the "candy shop" hehe..to be honest with you, i think he misses me more than what he says he does..but if you ask him he says he doesn't..but he is the one that wanted me to come home tonight..i think he just wanted one thing..which doesn't bother me..like im seriously gonna say no to him....NO WAY!!! it is just way to DAMN good to resist..hehe im sooooooo bad. can't help it though
man i wish kim wouldn't have told me that they have coke at Kent..now i wish i would have went there...im so sick of Pepsi...yea that was my very random moment of the day..but im serious..i am sick of it...i really need to quit drinking pop though..it really isn't that good for me...but im having a hard time trying to stop drinking it..im addicted..not good, not good at all. i really just want to be 115 again..so if keep doing crunches and stop drinking pop i can do it..I KNOW I CAN!!!
god why do i have to work tonight?? i would much rather be out partying but you know if i want a car for the summer..i am gonna need some money...so i guess i better go to work. Tomorrow i am gonna be really pissed off tomorrow if philosophy gets cancelled. english is gonna be so easy...all we have to do is turn in our final drafts for our multi-source paper and *hopefully* that will be all...then in my small group for sociology we are going over some of the readings and getting the paper assignment. but in between those i have philosophy and if that gets cancelled like it was on wednesday..im gonna get pissed. but i guess it does give me a little more time to get everything around to go home...god i just want to be home...time isn't going fast enough for me. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...