bored as fucking hell...

[babyxgurlxrocks]

is it really sad that i want to be back in wondering Bowling Green after only being home for 2 DAYS!!! i really hate it here..there are days that i really want to be back here but then i sit and realize how much shit that i go through with my family and it irritates the hell out of me. GRRRRRRRRRRR...im so sick of crying about the same shit all the god damn time. im so fucking sick of listening to my grandma bitch about how she never sees the rest of the grandchildren and how she never hears from them...well i at least call once or twice a week..plus im home and talk to her...then she goes and tells me that im bugging her...WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE FUCKING WANT FROM THIS FAMILY??? it almost seems as if she pushing the family away...and if that is what she wants then fine...i won't call and i won't come home. i can stay at my aunt or uncle's house..no big deal. then my mom feels as if she has to ask me what is wrong every 5 fucking minutes...don't you think she would get the hint that i'm fine and that she needs to lay off it? MY FUCKNG GOD!!! GIVE IT A FUCKIN REST!!! i hate it here..i really seriously do...unfortanley im stuck here.. hopefully chris feels better later on this week so he can get me the fuck out of here. this place is driving me crazy.

another short entry....but trust me...if this kind of shit keeps up ill have a hell of alot more to write