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[babyxgurlxrocks]

so today i failed another test...well i passed it but that is only because he gave us a curve...without the curve i failed it. Abbey says that i really shouldn't let it get to me because it was the first test in the class and now i know what to expect for the next one, which makes sense to me but still i don't like failure...it makes me feel like shit..i almost wanted to cry but i didn't. OH WELL..life goes on. I am so excited about friday...SPRING BREAK BABY!!! one whole week of seeing the people that mean the most to me..my family and all my friends back home..oh and i get to see chris...but thats really no big deal..i see him a lot more than i see everyone else..don't get me wrong..i can't wait to see him cause i miss him but not as much as i think i do. I have realized that the only reason that i call him everyday is because i get bored and i have nothing else to do. if i keep myself occupied then i won't be as tempted to call him as much as i do. idk...i don't want to lose him but i know that if keep buggin him then i am just gonna push him away...and i can't do that...he is my biggest supporter..he's my rock..he's my best friend...losing him would be the hardest thing ever.

wow this another really short entry...but i have a lot of things to do before i leave here on friday...but i promise i will update some more later on this week...