taking for granted
I'm the easiest person to talk to, vent to me when you want or just simply want me to understand a situation. But what just happened right now, is one too many. I can't deal with it anymore..
You can easily tell me that you're tired without having to sound that you're annoyed. I'm a grown up, and I know what it means. Nowadays, sleep is very hard to get with all the activities we do during the day. And for a person that knows what's going in your life ..it's natural for me to know. I know when you're annoyed, cranky, and just plain straight cold. And what just happened right now, played so well in your part. And I think i've had enough. Sigh* it's never an easy thing to let someone affect you this much. I think it's affecting me more than ever, probably because it happened so many times already. I'm an understanding person, you know that. And the fact that you talk to me the very next day as if nothing happened or you didn't have any input to your fault ..just frustrates me. This is where communication die down, when one person stops trying and the other is still willing. We both reach out to one another, but if you must know ..and I know you do, I reach out to you most of the time. Why? Cause I understand every point of view. But the fact that you think it's going to do it cause you know I can never stay mad at you ..is just a no-no. I would not have a person I love take me for granted. Take my time, my effort, my understanding, my patients for granted. Why? You may say you love me and whisper all these beautiful things in my ears ..but let's face it. Those are just words, until proven by actions.
I'm sorry. This isn't me giving up. This is me simply trying to figure out what my value is to you. Until you know the answer, i'll be here waiting with what you have to say, and give me a reason to stay...
You can easily tell me that you're tired without having to sound that you're annoyed. I'm a grown up, and I know what it means. Nowadays, sleep is very hard to get with all the activities we do during the day. And for a person that knows what's going in your life ..it's natural for me to know. I know when you're annoyed, cranky, and just plain straight cold. And what just happened right now, played so well in your part. And I think i've had enough. Sigh* it's never an easy thing to let someone affect you this much. I think it's affecting me more than ever, probably because it happened so many times already. I'm an understanding person, you know that. And the fact that you talk to me the very next day as if nothing happened or you didn't have any input to your fault ..just frustrates me. This is where communication die down, when one person stops trying and the other is still willing. We both reach out to one another, but if you must know ..and I know you do, I reach out to you most of the time. Why? Cause I understand every point of view. But the fact that you think it's going to do it cause you know I can never stay mad at you ..is just a no-no. I would not have a person I love take me for granted. Take my time, my effort, my understanding, my patients for granted. Why? You may say you love me and whisper all these beautiful things in my ears ..but let's face it. Those are just words, until proven by actions.
I'm sorry. This isn't me giving up. This is me simply trying to figure out what my value is to you. Until you know the answer, i'll be here waiting with what you have to say, and give me a reason to stay...