smiling from ear to ear
Just last night, I couldn't help but let my tears fall knowing i'm nowhere near where I wanna be at in my life. I felt like I was stuck, and have nowhere to go but just be still. As my world was crumbling down, I didn't know who else to turn to. Then again, it came to easy to just call him in the morning just so I should be reminded where i'm at. I thought i've hit rock bottom, but others have it much worse than me. "Go in your own pace" is what he said. And he was right. Ofcourse he was. Knowing where i'm at right now, I shouldn't be focussing on what I don't have ..yet in my life, but the blessings I have now that's surrounding me.
At first, I was upset knowing our plan didn't pull through. Little did I know, he had his own plan worked out for my special day. I couldn't ask for more. Two homemade gifts, lunch at Kelsey's, alone time, and Ted (the movie he's been dying to see since it came out). Honestly, I thought the movie was going to be tacky, but it ended up being funny. Class came in the schedule and then Congee Wong for dinner. It didn't end there, I had my movie surprise that he played for me while he was driving. Smh, you got me all fooled. Making me think that he didn't do anything. The ending was so rude, but I can't deny ..It made me laugh, made us laugh. Something I know that we will be talking about months from now. The cherry on top would be the letter he gave me. I'm at a loss for words. You my friend, and I was right all along ..has got a hook on me. I've been happy before, and i've had my fair share of joy. But the joy you bring me, and the happiness that I experience from you ..is on the next level. You ..are ..something. Thank you for giving me such wonderful time baby, I couldn't ask for a better birthday.
"Meeting you was fate, being your friend was a choice, but loving you was beyond my control." (A quote that he chose to put, in his letter.)
At first, I was upset knowing our plan didn't pull through. Little did I know, he had his own plan worked out for my special day. I couldn't ask for more. Two homemade gifts, lunch at Kelsey's, alone time, and Ted (the movie he's been dying to see since it came out). Honestly, I thought the movie was going to be tacky, but it ended up being funny. Class came in the schedule and then Congee Wong for dinner. It didn't end there, I had my movie surprise that he played for me while he was driving. Smh, you got me all fooled. Making me think that he didn't do anything. The ending was so rude, but I can't deny ..It made me laugh, made us laugh. Something I know that we will be talking about months from now. The cherry on top would be the letter he gave me. I'm at a loss for words. You my friend, and I was right all along ..has got a hook on me. I've been happy before, and i've had my fair share of joy. But the joy you bring me, and the happiness that I experience from you ..is on the next level. You ..are ..something. Thank you for giving me such wonderful time baby, I couldn't ask for a better birthday.
"Meeting you was fate, being your friend was a choice, but loving you was beyond my control." (A quote that he chose to put, in his letter.)