Update
8:11 (Already Taken on the Radio)
All I can think is that now I can add You to the list of people who had their chance to break me but couldn't--didn't. Linda, Tanya, Maurice, Mrs. Lofton, Ms. Allen...
And as I was so adequately reminded, there will be plenty of more people to add to the list. But I'm a fighter, standing up, winning, even when the odds are severely stacked against your favor...yeah...not outta the ordinary.
8:13
And the sad thing is I truly thing we don't know what we have done. It was never the fact that there were things we needed to fix nor that you had personal problems you had to deal with but more the way and timing in which it was handled. The combination of those two are really what makes slim chances at a fix. It's unfortunately quite truly.
8:15
Life outside of my current predicament? Haha its an ironic concept to consider especially when the sole person in my 'predicament' is one who has been involved in my life so much. But my life of course goes on. School starts freakishly soon. I don't know how to feel about that. I do need to get away for sure. Now that I have the second week in august (and the fourth for that matter) off work I suppose I should still figure out some kind of trip to take in that time. It would just be nice to see something other than depressing ass Michigan.
8:17 (Pretty Boy Swag on the Radio)
Ashley's dad called me the other day and left a message that was very, very nice. I suppose that will be one of the saddest parts truly. The affect that life has on soooo many other relationships. His voicemail said for me not to forget that I had developed relationships with other people too and that they would still be there for me. It was nice. It made how f'd up things really are a lot more clear but it was still a very nice gesture.
8:19
Along the lines of the subject for crazy things and ideas; I've come to the inevitable truth that continuing life as we knew it really wouldn't work, and thats the saddest thing of all. We can't start school trying to fix a broke ass relationship, esp. if part of the problem was the distance anyway. SMH. So essentially...nah I really shouldnt even get into logistics on here. That would probably get real messy.
8:21 (O.M.G. on the Radio)
I guess we can jus see where life goes from here and I can try and keep an update. My heart tells me I should prepare myself for posts more along the lines of an autobiography :(
But you can't fight what life gives you. I, of all people, should know that.
E.G.
All I can think is that now I can add You to the list of people who had their chance to break me but couldn't--didn't. Linda, Tanya, Maurice, Mrs. Lofton, Ms. Allen...
And as I was so adequately reminded, there will be plenty of more people to add to the list. But I'm a fighter, standing up, winning, even when the odds are severely stacked against your favor...yeah...not outta the ordinary.
8:13
And the sad thing is I truly thing we don't know what we have done. It was never the fact that there were things we needed to fix nor that you had personal problems you had to deal with but more the way and timing in which it was handled. The combination of those two are really what makes slim chances at a fix. It's unfortunately quite truly.
8:15
Life outside of my current predicament? Haha its an ironic concept to consider especially when the sole person in my 'predicament' is one who has been involved in my life so much. But my life of course goes on. School starts freakishly soon. I don't know how to feel about that. I do need to get away for sure. Now that I have the second week in august (and the fourth for that matter) off work I suppose I should still figure out some kind of trip to take in that time. It would just be nice to see something other than depressing ass Michigan.
8:17 (Pretty Boy Swag on the Radio)
Ashley's dad called me the other day and left a message that was very, very nice. I suppose that will be one of the saddest parts truly. The affect that life has on soooo many other relationships. His voicemail said for me not to forget that I had developed relationships with other people too and that they would still be there for me. It was nice. It made how f'd up things really are a lot more clear but it was still a very nice gesture.
8:19
Along the lines of the subject for crazy things and ideas; I've come to the inevitable truth that continuing life as we knew it really wouldn't work, and thats the saddest thing of all. We can't start school trying to fix a broke ass relationship, esp. if part of the problem was the distance anyway. SMH. So essentially...nah I really shouldnt even get into logistics on here. That would probably get real messy.
8:21 (O.M.G. on the Radio)
I guess we can jus see where life goes from here and I can try and keep an update. My heart tells me I should prepare myself for posts more along the lines of an autobiography :(
But you can't fight what life gives you. I, of all people, should know that.
E.G.