Feb 14, 2008 15:12
this day doesnt even matter. i really just want to lay around all day. damnit. maybe i should. i know i have to return my books though. oh shit and i told resey i'd meet up with him after work. i wonder what we're going to do? maybe just wander around. hopefully just get some dinner or something. but hopefully cheap. or he'll probably pay. cause he's the shit and Always offers to but i refuse. and it's valentine's day. we may not be a couple, but im a chick and he's a dude and thus he must pay. haha. we'll get some pizza and meat patties and it'll be cool. :-)
and i called jenna? that's what i get for being a drunk ass. and told her we'd meet up sometime. i really don't want to. not that i don't want to see her. i just want to lay around all day and anticipate melinda's arrival tomorrow. i want to be alllll energized for when she gets here at freakin 10 am!!! :-D amazing it shall be.
and kelly's leaving tonight, and sam and alyssa tomorrow... we'll have the whole place to ourselves!!! so much fun.
speaking of fun... philosophy club? indeed. lol. much fun. intelligent people sitting around in a half circle and talking Morality. where else would you find something so wonderful? i know it's what i've been dying for for quite some time. my favorite professor Dr. Conard was there... but quiet as shit? and the first to leave? i was really disappointed. :-( but me and Dr. Herling of the Religious Studies department totally hit it off, as well as myself and the president of the club, Sean. After we all discussed whether morality is possible without God, in somewhat heated debates, and ideas and theories i've Never thought of before, and insight that made my mouth drop, we drank some beers and talked Life the rest of the night. :-) My good friend Dylan came with this really cute chick, who totally held her own in the conversations, as well as everyone else. We talked about other professors, dating students, our own personal morals, different lifestyles, living situations, and etc and etc. Sean and I were the last ones there and walked home together around midnight. Lovely. As secretary, I say we have such meetings Much more often.
And it was nice to pass out, drunk and poor, in my New york city dorm room. Felt like I was really living here offically. Good people, good conversation, no more money in my pocket and a high alcohol level that made me fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. Ohh.. except... the lovely dreams my mind cooked up while wasted. I didn't know it could still think so well in that state. But hey, it did. Lovely nightmares of you and the worst thing you ever did to me. :-) hmmm lovelllyyyy. That's fine though. It's valentines day. That was a reminded I Really needed for a day like today.
Anyway... the tv's on. It's 3:30. I have tuna helper made. And melinda's coming here tomorrow! :-) yay.
happy another day Loving Myself. happy vday! lol (so corny)