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this 'gatorade' tastes like cough syrup. you know, that reddish pink stuff we used to take whenever we were sick. i'm surprised i enjoyed it up until now when i took a break from being parched and noticed what it actually tasted like. i guess i always liked getting sick so i can drink that stuff though.
this is all very unimportant.
i finished my book. damn was it sad. i always want them to end up together. i guess the new twist is to disappoint? they used to have the 'meant to be' couple end up together. what the fuck happened to literature? what the fuck happened to life?
bette and tina are getting back together. sort of. though. :-) but doesnt that mean that bette is typically a cheater? i mean, she did it to tina. and now she's doing it to her new girlfriend with tina. does that mean she'll do it yet again in every relationship? god i hope not. i like to think they weren't good for eachother then, that's all. people change over time. for 9 years it worked, but then they were too different to be together. now they've changed more and more apart, and are completely different people... well... almost, bette is getting there, and now once again they really are meant to be. damnit. hah. i cried with joy when i saw the episode. weird? plus... tina looks hott. and bette of course has always been. such enjoyable sex scenes.
i realized i may have been wrong about frowning. all this time. i've been wrong. cause i can't sleep at night. all i do is sit up thinking. and then i think for so long that my head hurts. why does my head hurt? cause my eyebrows and my forehead muscles have been squeezed together. is this frowning? 'turn that frown upside down' wouldn't make sense then. i can't turn the expression on my forhead upside down. so i was wrong. that must just simple be a 'thinking face'. perhaps we should name it. someone should. i really want to know what to call it.
philosophy club tonight. :-) should be fun. should be intriguing and interesting and intellectual. all those big I words.
you're tres beautiful. i love those blue eyes. i can't figure out why people wouldn't want to be with you. i know it sounds wrong, the way i say it, but it's true. there is no other way. we know it. you're so kind and sweet and funny and outgoing and playful and beautiful. i'm so confused. you should know i've been confused for years over this. kind of disgusted that people aren't flocking to your beauty, inside and out. i would. i'd pick you over that girl anyday. i've even pick you over me to date. you're a truely great person. hah and i think it'd be cute that you'd be someone's stubborn little girlfriend. i know you would be. tres cute.
im sorry for mentioning it. i'm out of place.
fool. me. fool.
melinda will be here in two days. :-D this week has been rather blissful. nothing too exciting, im sure just in preparation for my amazing weekend to come. ugh... except the migraines. except i can't sleep. damnit. except kelly making sounds in her sleep just when i start dozing off? ugh... so weird. eww. yeah, that's nothing exciting of course, just all big leaps in the opposite direction, but nothing anywhere Near the crap i've been through in the past.
Wow. how nice. that my biggest problems are migraines yet again. :-D thank you, life. for finally being good to me.
no worries... it'll be a mess again someday not too far in the future.
til then, i shall enjoy.
class in 8 minutes with carre-ann.... then on to Mark's class! wonderful. :-D
-brittany
this is all very unimportant.
i finished my book. damn was it sad. i always want them to end up together. i guess the new twist is to disappoint? they used to have the 'meant to be' couple end up together. what the fuck happened to literature? what the fuck happened to life?
bette and tina are getting back together. sort of. though. :-) but doesnt that mean that bette is typically a cheater? i mean, she did it to tina. and now she's doing it to her new girlfriend with tina. does that mean she'll do it yet again in every relationship? god i hope not. i like to think they weren't good for eachother then, that's all. people change over time. for 9 years it worked, but then they were too different to be together. now they've changed more and more apart, and are completely different people... well... almost, bette is getting there, and now once again they really are meant to be. damnit. hah. i cried with joy when i saw the episode. weird? plus... tina looks hott. and bette of course has always been. such enjoyable sex scenes.
i realized i may have been wrong about frowning. all this time. i've been wrong. cause i can't sleep at night. all i do is sit up thinking. and then i think for so long that my head hurts. why does my head hurt? cause my eyebrows and my forehead muscles have been squeezed together. is this frowning? 'turn that frown upside down' wouldn't make sense then. i can't turn the expression on my forhead upside down. so i was wrong. that must just simple be a 'thinking face'. perhaps we should name it. someone should. i really want to know what to call it.
philosophy club tonight. :-) should be fun. should be intriguing and interesting and intellectual. all those big I words.
you're tres beautiful. i love those blue eyes. i can't figure out why people wouldn't want to be with you. i know it sounds wrong, the way i say it, but it's true. there is no other way. we know it. you're so kind and sweet and funny and outgoing and playful and beautiful. i'm so confused. you should know i've been confused for years over this. kind of disgusted that people aren't flocking to your beauty, inside and out. i would. i'd pick you over that girl anyday. i've even pick you over me to date. you're a truely great person. hah and i think it'd be cute that you'd be someone's stubborn little girlfriend. i know you would be. tres cute.
im sorry for mentioning it. i'm out of place.
fool. me. fool.
melinda will be here in two days. :-D this week has been rather blissful. nothing too exciting, im sure just in preparation for my amazing weekend to come. ugh... except the migraines. except i can't sleep. damnit. except kelly making sounds in her sleep just when i start dozing off? ugh... so weird. eww. yeah, that's nothing exciting of course, just all big leaps in the opposite direction, but nothing anywhere Near the crap i've been through in the past.
Wow. how nice. that my biggest problems are migraines yet again. :-D thank you, life. for finally being good to me.
no worries... it'll be a mess again someday not too far in the future.
til then, i shall enjoy.
class in 8 minutes with carre-ann.... then on to Mark's class! wonderful. :-D
-brittany