Under Appreciated
God he drives me bananas sometimes!
I just told him I don't appreciate that I am making him a dip to take to work for christmas eve nibbles while he ignores me in his computer room and instead of just apologising, kissing me on the head and thanking me for making the dip he cracks the shits like a child and says "fine don't make it then!"
So not the point!
I do these things because I love you and want to make you happy however my love and need to fulfill your happiness will eventually die if you don't reciprocate.
Today he's just been shitting me hardcore.
From leaving me in coles on my own the finish the grocery shopping, to cracking the shits at me when I then forgot to buy him pies, to giving me the silent treatment all the way home in the car to finally barading his alcoholism to me at a time when I am trying to come to terms with my sobriety.
"Im gonna get shit faced xmas day, thats what xmas is about!" He states, buying 2 bottles of Jim Beam Black.
Fan fucking tastic!
How fun for me.
So because I don't drink I don't get to take part in xmas ey Brendon?
Stay in your room all night I don't care.
Weve been fighting so much lately and I don't know why. Your just pissing me off every step of the way!
All you do is criticise, criticise and demean and I won't take it anymore!
Im logging off LJ, will do all the other shit I need to do around here then it will be shower, pjs and laptop in bed. I wont remind you when its 11pm (bedtime) like I usually do and fuck it I might not even wake u up tomorrow. Sleep through your alarm like you always do see if I care.
You will learn not to take me for granted.....you will learn when I stop doing those things for you!
I just told him I don't appreciate that I am making him a dip to take to work for christmas eve nibbles while he ignores me in his computer room and instead of just apologising, kissing me on the head and thanking me for making the dip he cracks the shits like a child and says "fine don't make it then!"
So not the point!
I do these things because I love you and want to make you happy however my love and need to fulfill your happiness will eventually die if you don't reciprocate.
Today he's just been shitting me hardcore.
From leaving me in coles on my own the finish the grocery shopping, to cracking the shits at me when I then forgot to buy him pies, to giving me the silent treatment all the way home in the car to finally barading his alcoholism to me at a time when I am trying to come to terms with my sobriety.
"Im gonna get shit faced xmas day, thats what xmas is about!" He states, buying 2 bottles of Jim Beam Black.
Fan fucking tastic!
How fun for me.
So because I don't drink I don't get to take part in xmas ey Brendon?
Stay in your room all night I don't care.
Weve been fighting so much lately and I don't know why. Your just pissing me off every step of the way!
All you do is criticise, criticise and demean and I won't take it anymore!
Im logging off LJ, will do all the other shit I need to do around here then it will be shower, pjs and laptop in bed. I wont remind you when its 11pm (bedtime) like I usually do and fuck it I might not even wake u up tomorrow. Sleep through your alarm like you always do see if I care.
You will learn not to take me for granted.....you will learn when I stop doing those things for you!