Well I went out and bought the onyx stone today. Tomorrow I'll place it in the glass bowl and let it sit in the sun for a few days before I drink it.  Who knows maybe it'll help, I have to admit it feels extremely potent, and hot in my hands. As if it's humming... so who knows maybe this will finally bring the dreaming and such to an end. If ( Read more... )

Isn't it kind of funny how simple little things involving fleating feelings of the heart can tighten and squeeze the life out of you. Whom ever though to call this a crush was extremely wise. It really seems to make you crazy, and for me right now is tearing a number on my self worth ( Read more... )

And especially these feelings. I feel sick to my stomach again.

I should really be staying off the internet, at least for a lil with but I am stupid. And now I have a horrible pain in my stomach and sadness. When do I get to go back to being a cold un-romantic-feeling bitch ( Read more... )

Oddly enough last night was great, seeing Glue, Amy, Amanda etc at the fair was awesome. Said bye to condom and creature general awesome time.
I was even excited to come home and pack after getting into the car and yelled at by my mother (hi nice to see you too >.>).

My back and neck even hurt now, sigh. Seeing glue again was great, lots of nice ( Read more... )