Tranquilty in repition

[b_a_dxxx]

I have to eat.
I have to eat.
I have to eat.
Tell myself this enough and I'll abandon all else ot eat.
If I eat i'll live, if I live I can fix things.
I need to eat.
I'm making food, i'm sure you'd all be so proud of me.
I need to eat.
I need to sleep.
I need to work.
I need to keep going.
If I stop for a second I'll have time to think.
Thinking leads to action.
Action leads to enternal peace and nothingness.

I need to eat. Oven's on. Food will be done soon. I'll eat.
Then I'll be lost again.