Wtf is wrong with me?
I got more sleep then ever last night. 1:50-9:50... but i feel like shit.
I had to call in sick to work again, I hate this.. its not fair to keep doing this.
I work once a fucking week, why can't I ever make it in?
Right now I don't feel like I can do anything but puke.
To make matters worst, I called in sick to work at 9:50 for my shift that started at 9. Great.
And Got a call back from my sup about all the work I'm missing. Which is fair enough, because its something i've been thinking about since the first time I missed work. I have to get something together, she recomended changing the day I work.. but would going in durring the week make it easier? Denise wouldn't drive me tho.. she's not even here now.. Guess she stayed at poly.
I have all these projects and homework to get done, so i don't know why i'm on here.
Venting as usual.
God I love my pc, i'm so glad she's back. Positively my best and most reliable friend. Allways there for you, allways listens and helps. Everyone should invest in a machine, their kinder.
As much as I feel those things, I often hate typing them.. out of fear that someone who is actually there for me right now etc reads it. I'd hate to make them feel bad, they mean so much to me. In fact one of them FIXED my damn pc for me <3<3.
I just came across a depressing realization.. I won't be getting anymore midnight phone calls... I sent that e-mail last night If I remeber correctly. Who wants to bet it gave off the entire wrong action?
The house is trashed downstair, mostly from zane and his friends... as if denise will believe that. Course theire is Graeme's puke on the floor, but other than that all zane's friends. Which I'll no doubt be cleaning.
Why do I fuck everything up?
Honors at school?
Best/easiest job in the world?
Relationships?
Friendships?
PEople?
Clean houses?
Babysiting?
myself . . .
I had to call in sick to work again, I hate this.. its not fair to keep doing this.
I work once a fucking week, why can't I ever make it in?
Right now I don't feel like I can do anything but puke.
To make matters worst, I called in sick to work at 9:50 for my shift that started at 9. Great.
And Got a call back from my sup about all the work I'm missing. Which is fair enough, because its something i've been thinking about since the first time I missed work. I have to get something together, she recomended changing the day I work.. but would going in durring the week make it easier? Denise wouldn't drive me tho.. she's not even here now.. Guess she stayed at poly.
I have all these projects and homework to get done, so i don't know why i'm on here.
Venting as usual.
God I love my pc, i'm so glad she's back. Positively my best and most reliable friend. Allways there for you, allways listens and helps. Everyone should invest in a machine, their kinder.
As much as I feel those things, I often hate typing them.. out of fear that someone who is actually there for me right now etc reads it. I'd hate to make them feel bad, they mean so much to me. In fact one of them FIXED my damn pc for me <3<3.
I just came across a depressing realization.. I won't be getting anymore midnight phone calls... I sent that e-mail last night If I remeber correctly. Who wants to bet it gave off the entire wrong action?
The house is trashed downstair, mostly from zane and his friends... as if denise will believe that. Course theire is Graeme's puke on the floor, but other than that all zane's friends. Which I'll no doubt be cleaning.
Why do I fuck everything up?
Honors at school?
Best/easiest job in the world?
Relationships?
Friendships?
PEople?
Clean houses?
Babysiting?
myself . . .