so im updating :)...i was supposed to move to as vegas...i even got a job there but then my back whe out again and i had to stay in arizona...i did however go to vegas for my birthday...J got a limo and took me to postrio...a wolfgang puck restaurant in the venetian :) and then westayed in the spa suite in the ny ny...a big spa tub surrounded by ( Read more... )

yea it's been 7 months since ive updated...i usually just post blogs on my myspace. so if you want to know what's been going on since then read those. but now ( Read more... )

I have big issues with illegal immigrants…of every fucking nationality. It’s fucked up that young American men and women have to sign up to get blown the fuck up just to be able to afford school and illegals don’t have to pay for shit. Im also fucking sick of the fact that my mom as well as thousands of other people across the country aren’t able ( Read more... )

haha wtf. lately has been so ridiculous. seriously. it has been. back out again. surgery october 11th. cant move til then. had a fucking breakdown on saturday...went to vegas for like a day. saw my bub. came home. it's okay i guess. but i cant wait to be back in vegas permanently. i miss it so much. and my friends...and being able to say things ( Read more... )

i honestly have nothing to look forward to...nothing to live for. i hate my life.

when i hurt so bad. and i have no motivation to do the few simple things i need to do...and am so mad and so sad because everyone sucks....but they only suck this bad on days like today...days when nothing's right including me.

fuck today.

back in AZ just started online school today...have to buy a laptop so that i can make sure im not "absent"...going to disneyland and universal studios with mom starting saturday i think. and hopefully J finds a job and an apartment so that during the first week of september i can just move all my shit into our place rather than to his dads then ( Read more... )

ive been semi busy. weird. im used to having nothing to do. but since monday of last week ive had that drx9000 back treatment every day at two, exluding the weekend. ive been going to ved decently early and still waking up around 10 or 11. so when i get up i have time to look at the computer for a half hour. get ready. grab something to eat. and go ( Read more... )

so i was looking at old pictures of me and realized...i wasnt fat! however i am now. it took gaining the weight to realize that i wasnt fat. so i think i am going to go to curves tonight tomorrow. i am going to try to go every day. cuz that would be nice. :) and tonight i made myself dinner...yummy garlic chicken. and get this...i cleaned all the ( Read more... )

So lately ive felt like ive been missing out on so much. Like all my prescott/prescott valley friends are just having so much fun and want nothing to do with me...i know that's not true at all but for some reason i feel that way. and they keep thinking like i dont want anything to do with them or that im blowing them off and that's not the case at ( Read more... )