i suck i know
yea it's been 7 months since ive updated...i usually just post blogs on my myspace. so if you want to know what's been going on since then read those. but now...
im in auburn NY. because there are good doctors here, it's inexpensive to live...sort of...cheaper than vegas or cali...and they pay for your schooling. not to mention the schools here are good.
i miss my mom a lot. and my dogs. and krystle...
im sick of having no money.
J and i are getting along better. relationship is doing a lot better.
our apartment is a mess but we're going to clean it up today and tomorrow because his dad and uncle are visiting soon. and we dont want to look like trashy folks.
so i still havent lost the weight i gained before my last surgery. ill start working on it soon when i can afford decent food on a regular basis.
my health is not doing terribly i guess...it could be worse. J and i can't get medicaid because we make to much. can you believe that? we can barely afford rent ... and we cant afford our bills and expenses. could you imagine if i had car payments...holy shit.
so now we're looking for the best insurance that we'll be able to afford. so we can get our backs fixed.
my hair is gone. some dumb bitch hacked it off. even though i showed her a picture of how i wanted it to look. ohwell. it's not too bad...it's cooler for summer.
ive already been made head cashier at work even though ive been there less than three months. people are annoyed about it but seriously...there's a reason they chose me to do it...im not rude! to customers or coworkers. im a hard worker. so like try harder next time. ugh.
um.
it just started pouring rain. shit. i have no umbrella and i have the laptop...at arbys...getting to the car is going to suck.
just another reason i hate it here. the insane amount of rain. sure it's green. but ya know...id rather be in vegas...very little green. very little rain...no fucking humidity. central air conditioning units in every house and apartment.
okay bye.
im in auburn NY. because there are good doctors here, it's inexpensive to live...sort of...cheaper than vegas or cali...and they pay for your schooling. not to mention the schools here are good.
i miss my mom a lot. and my dogs. and krystle...
im sick of having no money.
J and i are getting along better. relationship is doing a lot better.
our apartment is a mess but we're going to clean it up today and tomorrow because his dad and uncle are visiting soon. and we dont want to look like trashy folks.
so i still havent lost the weight i gained before my last surgery. ill start working on it soon when i can afford decent food on a regular basis.
my health is not doing terribly i guess...it could be worse. J and i can't get medicaid because we make to much. can you believe that? we can barely afford rent ... and we cant afford our bills and expenses. could you imagine if i had car payments...holy shit.
so now we're looking for the best insurance that we'll be able to afford. so we can get our backs fixed.
my hair is gone. some dumb bitch hacked it off. even though i showed her a picture of how i wanted it to look. ohwell. it's not too bad...it's cooler for summer.
ive already been made head cashier at work even though ive been there less than three months. people are annoyed about it but seriously...there's a reason they chose me to do it...im not rude! to customers or coworkers. im a hard worker. so like try harder next time. ugh.
um.
it just started pouring rain. shit. i have no umbrella and i have the laptop...at arbys...getting to the car is going to suck.
just another reason i hate it here. the insane amount of rain. sure it's green. but ya know...id rather be in vegas...very little green. very little rain...no fucking humidity. central air conditioning units in every house and apartment.
okay bye.