Sep 02, 2013 22:01
I did my laundry last night and it reminded me that its been 4 weeks since i have talked to dany. It finally is starting to hurt less. just a week ago the pain was what i think it would feel like to have my heart ripped out of my chest. this week it is more like wad in the back of my throat and a slight pain in the chest.
I had a date with Ellen tonight, things are going well with her, she asked me what i saw when i said i wanted to take it slow. I told her that it wasnt necessarily slow just not jumping into anything. It was enjoying the process of getting to know each other and gaining that connection that gets skipped more and more. She was OK with that. I gave her a peck on the cheek at the end and she was happy. We drove over guardsman then ate at El Chubasco for dinner then I showed her the shop where I work. we sat and talked a bunch and it was really nice. We definitely think quite the same. I dont know how much I will fall for her but I do enjoy her as a friend. I could use more friends lately.
Tomorrow I go out of town for 2 days to little america, Why oh Wyoming. Should be an easy show and good money.
I am hoping to hear from Daren tomorrow saying everything is done but not holding my breath.
trip,
probation,
dany,
love