3:30am epiphany
So I work up to an epiphany. yes at 3:30am. I work up remembering what I asked her to do to prove the love that she pledged to me so many times. I asked her to prove her love by showing me with one single random act of kindness. I asked her to do something to make someone, anyone else's day better and show me the proof. Seems such a simple thing. just put someone else's wants/needs/desires above your own. She said she would do anything to prove her love. But in the end she couldn't do a single thing. she chose to do nothing, to not even communicate with me. as much as it hurts that it is over. at least at this moment, its clear i wasn't worth it to her.