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had my talk with dany.
she wants to work it out, hasn't done what I asked of her and then tried to lie to me about what happened this weeked.
I already knew she went to another man but when she showed up at home with another guy driving her home i knew.
if she doesnt have the commitment to be true for 2 days even though we broke up right before, does she have the commitment to be with me?
I dont know. i doubt it.
And yet I want to be with her so bad. I dont understand. I feel like this is my last chance at having a relationship and if i let it go I will be alone for the rest of my life. THis relationship has been the most painful short term relationship i have had
she wants to work it out, hasn't done what I asked of her and then tried to lie to me about what happened this weeked.
I already knew she went to another man but when she showed up at home with another guy driving her home i knew.
if she doesnt have the commitment to be true for 2 days even though we broke up right before, does she have the commitment to be with me?
I dont know. i doubt it.
And yet I want to be with her so bad. I dont understand. I feel like this is my last chance at having a relationship and if i let it go I will be alone for the rest of my life. THis relationship has been the most painful short term relationship i have had