I am slowly digging out of myself the resolve to go back to the gym a couple times a week. Yay. Oww.

Also, the pain from all the stormy weather is not welcome here. Oww.

It bothers me when I'm not hungry for long periods of time. I'm a stress-eater and have been for so long, I can no longer tell if I'm genuinely hungry until my stomach starts hurting (and even then, pain is such a constant in my life, it makes me doubt). So I ate regular meals yesterday, even tho I didn't feel like it, and ended up with a sick ( Read more... )

I'm still alive! The new medication has been messing with me and I'm still in the process of messing with the dose. It makes me slightly fuzzy and somewhat nauseous and it's less that it takes pain away and more that it makes me not care. Housework has been suffering, as well as trips to the gym, but we did get the back room cleared out yesterday. ( Read more... )

So last week was great. Joining up with the gym, I got one free session with a personal trainer. We sat down and I described my life and what I was hoping to accomplish, and he set out some exercises that are wonderful and suited perfectly for me. He says if I stick to the plan, I will reach my goal in 9 - 10 months. I think that's awesome ( Read more... )

I've been reading up on Feng Shui lately, in an effort to put my Xmas present from Ray in the perfect spot. He gave me a gift card to Target and I was determined to get something that I would have liked to receive from someone (rather than clothes, or something practical). I got a threesome of pretty mirrors. Feng Shui says mirrors must not go ( Read more... )

This has been the most stressful week I've had in a long time. Today just confirms it by being the Friday-of-Dropping-Things. I guess the stress started last week with the anxiety attacks; I actually did go to the dr to see if I wasn't having a heart attack. All vitals came back boring normal tho, so I guess I'm safe for now ( Read more... )

I'm spending a little more time on the computer (doing other than Facebook) lately, and posting some small posts. I still kick myself for forgetting to post on here when I post the longer things on FB (like about my garden and such). It's just that I can do that from my phone, whereas it's more difficult to post to LJ with links and pics and such ( Read more... )

I have just been going home after work and sitting on the couch. I don't do much of anything because either my knee hurts and I just want not to move it or I'm afraid of hurting it again. So last night I'm sitting on the couch and my muscles starting hurting like crazy. Not a ouch, something stabbed me pain but the kind of pain you get when a limb ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning at 2:35, convinced my alarm had gone off and it was time to get up. I started searching for clothes and was about to get up when a little voice in my brain said, wait a minute, something's wrong. It took a 15 minute conversation between different parts of my brain to remember that 2 does not equal 6 and 6 was the number I was ( Read more... )

I've been seeing advertisements for the Brazilian Bum-Bum lately. It looks fun, and it would seem to work, as long as you work at it. I remember seeing it at the dr office when I went with zdude and I thot, gee, wonder if I could find it on Freecycle or something. (Hip-Hop Abs looks fun too) Two days later I hurt my knee again ( Read more... )