anyone with suggestions on how to calm down after stressful/anxious days...I'm listening.

Yesterday was the worst day in work history. Today I listened to Indigo Girls and ignored people. Much better.

for some reason, I can't sleep. And it's making me really irritable and depressed. yuckerson.

I haven't written a real live journal entry in about ten million years, so I thought I would use my randomly free time right now to give the run down ( Read more... )

It's so odd how I can work at feeling good, and make some major improvements, but I still feel a little stuck. I feel impotent or completely numbed in some ways. I can do this selecting what I can control business and being patient, hoping things will blow over, not obsessively overthinking things, putting on my Good Attitude for things I'm not ( Read more... )

I started typing this in Russian ( Read more... )

I am in a shitty mood. I know I shouldn't be, but lately, when something small goes wrong, I just get realy pissed off at everyone and everything for it not being right ( Read more... )

I did not sleep last night. I laid restless and afraid.

I don't think I have stopped shaking.

Offical Apply for My Visa Day, turned into Offical Bawl My Eyes Out and Want to Die Day. So I'm thinking...eh. I need to think about some good stuff ( Read more... )

am at my mom's house after (sort of) running away a week ago ( Read more... )