Lately I've been--for some reason, and so much more than usual--really fucking stressed out about my future: whether business school is what's right for me, whether I should have stuck with the idea of culinary school, and just so many other things...it goes along with obtaining that things that I want vs. that of which I need, which has also been ( Read more... )

Today is different.
For the first time in a long time I have had no obligations, nothing on my to do list.
I'm not putting anything off, no procrastination. There's no school work to do, and no errands to run.
For the past few hours I have had complete and utter me-time.
It may sound uneventful, but I can honestly say that I am bored, that I have ( Read more... )

Cole is leaving :(
......yes, again. ha
Thursday around 3am

the whole week....nothing.
so different from the last.
I'm anxious and feel so out of control. I hate not knowing what's going on
and I hate how I think about it all the time. I guess I just can't help it.

it so doesnt feel like i took the SATs this morning....

?

my butt is sore from bowling....
?!?!
but like, seriously. ha

just finished college essay draft #2 ( Read more... )

SATs = over

awesome.

the show last night was a lot of fun, the bands were amazing
and yet, part of me wishes i hadn't gone
or i wish that certain people just werent there while others were

sooo it's over ( Read more... )