skip this entry, it's kind of a downer : /
sooo it's over.
it had its good times and its bad.
i just feel stupid for wasting my time (for probably that last couple of WEEKS) with someone who didnt even like me that much
and i feel stupid for thinking that it was just a phase and that he just had a lot going on
and for hoping that things would return to the way they were in the beginning, sooner or later
but im also just pissed, simply b/c im trying to think of what would have happened if i didnt bring anything up
would he have been man enough, or have cared enough, to say anything? ....well, probably not.
im kinda just annoyed by the whole thing
but dont get me wrong, i am glad that it's over, i've spent too much time and energy trying to fix something that i had no control over and now i just dont have to deal with it anymore.
blerr, i just need someone who'll make me really really happy right now
it had its good times and its bad.
i just feel stupid for wasting my time (for probably that last couple of WEEKS) with someone who didnt even like me that much
and i feel stupid for thinking that it was just a phase and that he just had a lot going on
and for hoping that things would return to the way they were in the beginning, sooner or later
but im also just pissed, simply b/c im trying to think of what would have happened if i didnt bring anything up
would he have been man enough, or have cared enough, to say anything? ....well, probably not.
im kinda just annoyed by the whole thing
but dont get me wrong, i am glad that it's over, i've spent too much time and energy trying to fix something that i had no control over and now i just dont have to deal with it anymore.
blerr, i just need someone who'll make me really really happy right now