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Oct 26, 2005 03:10

oh dear....I've been so depressed lately that I haven't had the energy or willpower to do work. I get the feeling that I digging my own grave. I think I might get kicked out of school. Do you know the feeling when you just want to lay in bed all day? That was today and yesterday. This is a pathetically emo live journal. I feel sincerely sorry for anyone that reads this.

I really want to be a suicide girl!!!!!!! It's my new goal in life. In order to do so, I would need to lose weight, get breast implants, and get more tattoos and/or piercings. Oh well, we can all have dreams, ya know. Some people feel it's inappropriate. It's not like it would be a permanent profession--I just think it would be fun. What girl doesn't dream of being a model???

I realize there is a stigma to it. What would my parents think? I don't want to disgrace my family if someone should find out about it.

I'm going to try to get my friend Jason to take pictures of me.

*****************************************10th DAY AS A VEGAN!!!!*********************************************

10th day a vegan!!!!!!

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