Just another boring day....

Oct 08, 2005 11:21

Slept all morning. And now I'm really depressed because I found out that two of my beloved friends are mad at me, and it's all my fault. Last night my boyfriend got really mad at me. I just sat there and let him scold me. There was nothing I could say because I knew he was right. I feel terrible. I also know that this isn't the type of issue that will heal itself overnight, and there is something I have to do to fix things, and I don't know what that is yet.
For now I'll stay in my room and do work. And try to figure out how to get my friends to forgive me for being a bad person. I think I'm just going to be sad and hate myself for a while. That's always fun...

i hate myself and i wanna die...

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