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Dec 19, 2004 12:40

My night was pretty good.
Best part was bouncing and spinning with Byron! So happy to see you on the dancefloor! You are someone who always makes me smile...and blush! I am so excited about the prospect of spinning fire to you playing music. I think it will be amazing. Now Ive just got to get those Sundance shows arranged.

I spent the better part of the day making candles and fire wicks for my hula hoop and fire fingers. Fingers are tricky. Cant have too much weight, but still need decent size wick for the flame to last more than 2 minutes. It's a work in progress. I am so glad to have scored that wicking from Jody. I dont know exactly what it is, but tried to burn it and it wouldnt catch. Good sign. The Kevlar thread I got at NPS is extremely helpful too. I decided to revamp my first original hula hoop for sentimental reasons. I will never forget my first fire show in Helper for the Arts Fest. I was so comforted by a slight drizzle of rain! It went off without a hitch and I felt so accomplished and proud of myself for doing, REALLY DOING what I said I wanted to. Manifestation of will for fire. Maybe Im not as incredibly pathetic as I sometimes feel...yahoo.

I am listening to the Dresden Dolls this morning and ya'll were right. LOve 'em! They are playing a show tonite with DeVotchka in CA!! That would be a fanfuckingtastic show. Luckily, they'll be back soon.

I had a long conversation with Travis yesterday, resulting in me seriously contemplating moving to SF with him and crashing with Ryan. The entire upstairs of Ryan's house is empty and he's already squatting there for 8 months with no landlord, no problems,no rent so we could live there for free, while it lasts. I am so tempted. I am torn. I would say yes in a heartbeat, but money is always an issue. ANd Talula also. SHe'd hate SF. Too many steep hills for her 4 cylinders I think. I have a fairly steady, reliable way to make money here. If I go there, I start all over with the connection thing. Maybe it's what I need. Security is all an illusion anyway. We create our own realities right?? This will require more thinking on for sure.

I want a coin operated boy. Top of my wish list for Xmas.
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