nostalgia is a strange feeling. it can strike at any given time. i usually try to ignore it since it's a perfect path to brooding and getting gloomy. a couple of minutes ago i got a shock which sent me back to my dark years in junior high. during two years in that forsaken place i was in love with a classmate. nothing really happened but i couldn't ( Read more... )

a couple of minutes ago i had a fever-induced dream. a lot of strange symbolic stuff and not much keeping it together but when i awoke i realized that i in the dream had been one of the millions of children without the means to survive in the world. a few moments later i was the kind of proud benefactor of a five-year old nigerian girl through the ( Read more... )

aside from strangely surreal and kind of nightmarish dreams i haven't had a real nightmare for at least five years or more. this week i've had three genuine nightmares. don't know what my subconscious is trying to tell me but it must be something. anyone good at dream interpretation? i'm just a novice in that area, so any help would be appreciated ( Read more... )