pink streaks, tears in the fabrics of my flesh ( Read more... )

While descending into the Silicon Valley at night, at a certain distance, the cities light up like a printed circuit board. 
Being in a room full of people, they're more like pieces of a whole. Designated functions, social roles filled to find worth or to match whatever best fills gaps or soothes the ego. I watch their gestures, actions and ( Read more... )

i often wonder if i should be done with this nonsense and bring back johnnybadhair

Back in '06 through '07, I didn't sleep much. About three to four nights a week I'd drink myself into bed because of the pain. My hip had gone and done something awful and wasn't quite working. No health insurance but needing to pay rent and all that... I did what most poor idiots do and hoped it would work itself out while I punched in, grinding ( Read more... )

i'm pails and pails of human waste. i'm tired of being told and told and told so indirectly. it's alright, maybe it's true and i've gone full blown super villain, a Lex Luthor in a world of people who dream that they're somehow Superman ( Read more... )

A few Thanksgivings ago I had traveled out to see my Mother in Northern California. On the night before Thanksgiving, maybe after... I don't know, it was sometime between Thanksgiving and Christmas, a couple of my friends had been up from Southern California to visit friends or family or something and we met up at an of the way place. We're all ( Read more... )

my soul is just fucking tired.

memetic viral infections

my head taking on thoughts like water but i couldn't bail out if i tried. together, we're up against the wall, drowned flat as flower ( Read more... )

the narcissism of small differences