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i'm pails and pails of human waste. i'm tired of being told and told and told so indirectly. it's alright, maybe it's true and i've gone full blown super villain, a Lex Luthor in a world of people who dream that they're somehow Superman.
how dare they have ideals, how dare they have standards, how dare they live in their dreams. it's the real world out here, who are they to judge me while people die and i toss and turn every night at the hard decisions i make to stay on my two feet. i pick and choose my battles these days - i try and play it smart, the long game, when before all i cared about was now, now, now. life on earth could end any minute and so could i...
the pills are kicking in and i think it's time i turned my tv on before i realize what a monster i am and walk into the bathroom and not walk out.
how dare they have ideals, how dare they have standards, how dare they live in their dreams. it's the real world out here, who are they to judge me while people die and i toss and turn every night at the hard decisions i make to stay on my two feet. i pick and choose my battles these days - i try and play it smart, the long game, when before all i cared about was now, now, now. life on earth could end any minute and so could i...
the pills are kicking in and i think it's time i turned my tv on before i realize what a monster i am and walk into the bathroom and not walk out.