kaine is sick. his kidneys have both failed. the doctors say there are crystals in his urine and his toxicity level is 80% above what it's supposed to be. they're giving him a 10% survival rate at best ( Read more... )

there is a thought i simply cannot tolerate. a thought, where if i ever actually really and truly think of it, let even the slightest possibility of this reality sink in even slightly, i will simply start crying. a cavern of despair will open in my chest and it will feel like the whole world is dissolving ( Read more... )

well, only one weird dream, caused by snuggling with mel after we woke up at 8.

( the weird dream )