Friends Only

[atropos4]

This is a friends only journal.

Comment and I may or may not add you.

Comments

[siriuslysmitten]

I’m going to say this, even though I know you will probably just delete it without even reading it

[atropos4]

Keep telling yourself that. I made it public because if you were going to twist this around I wanted everyone to see what I really said. Besides...whatever I'll say you will show to everyone anyways. After years of you doing this to everyone else you've falled out with, it's a given. *shrugs We all know how you handle these things. I never said anything because like i told you that day you make things into everyone elses fault and write nasty emails and send them to everyone. No use lying about that. I'm not exactly retarded jesus. Either way I'm sad it's done but relieved to be done with all the bullshit. My remaining friends I don't have to worry about telling them if they've hurt me. You begged me to tell you I told you no...you persisted...I told you...and you promised you wouldn't do what you did. You sent that disgusting email of self glory and put responsibility for your actions on everyone else but you. I didn't respond because honestly that was exactly what you wanted so that you could do exactly what you are doing

[lunglock]

I think the only person in this situation lacking 'big girl pants' was you. The email Shell sent you was in no way 'nasty', just the way you were with her caused her to have to write and explain to you what your paranoia and selfishness couldn't see: you're not the only person on Earth. The night you called Shell, she didn't get to the phone, not because she was avoiding you but because she did not feel like talking to anyone. Of course if she knew that Fluffy of dying she would've talked to you in an instant, but she hasn't got super powers, how was she to know? To expect her to assume it's an emergency is just unfair. The fact she had to explain her stresses and dosage to you at all is ridiculous, as a friend you should have been aware of this (especially since she'd made livejournal posts about it). Shell has never done anything with malicious intent towards you, yet you chose to see it that way

[atropos4]

I gather you believe shell really didnt' talk to jollies that day. I wouldn't expect any less.

The two months thing, yeah you talked to everyone else but me. oh well.. I stopped caring a long time ago and I'm sorry that I didn't end it sooner to save us all the trouble. Wish you all the best. ;)