I’m going to say this, even though I know you will probably just delete it without even reading it.
I opened a dialogue and you closed it without a word. But then, by some of the things you’ve said here on your LJ, you obviously didn’t absorb what I said. Because if you think, for one second, that any of this was easy, wanted or that I ever considered you “selfish” about Fluffy...then you have never, ever known me at all. Interesting that you don’t want drama, yet you go out of your way to create it.
I’d like to know where my “email was passed around” and when I EVER called you selfish about Fluffy. In fact, I admitted that I was being selfish that day. How many apologies are enough? I’ve said I’m sorry, even though there was NO way for me to know.
No one else walked away from this until you did, I have been waiting for you to expend even a little of the energy you claim to put forth and just TALK to me, but you haven’t. There’s delusion here, sure, but not on this end.
I wanted to talk to you personally about it, but you couldn’t be bothered. Instead, you make it public, but that’s not drama? I always thought communication in relationships is a two way street, I guess I was wrong.
Keep telling yourself that. I made it public because if you were going to twist this around I wanted everyone to see what I really said. Besides...whatever I'll say you will show to everyone anyways. After years of you doing this to everyone else you've falled out with, it's a given. *shrugs We all know how you handle these things. I never said anything because like i told you that day you make things into everyone elses fault and write nasty emails and send them to everyone. No use lying about that. I'm not exactly retarded jesus. Either way I'm sad it's done but relieved to be done with all the bullshit. My remaining friends I don't have to worry about telling them if they've hurt me. You begged me to tell you I told you no...you persisted...I told you...and you promised you wouldn't do what you did. You sent that disgusting email of self glory and put responsibility for your actions on everyone else but you. I didn't respond because honestly that was exactly what you wanted so that you could do exactly what you are doing at this moment..OMG look you guys ...she's horrible seeee I told you...and then we can't forget about making the private lj post to bitch about me. But hey you had your lulz trolling me. I know you better than you know you. Wish you all the best.
I opened a dialogue and you closed it without a word. But then, by some of the things you’ve said here on your LJ, you obviously didn’t absorb what I said. Because if you think, for one second, that any of this was easy, wanted or that I ever considered you “selfish” about Fluffy...then you have never, ever known me at all. Interesting that you don’t want drama, yet you go out of your way to create it.
I’d like to know where my “email was passed around” and when I EVER called you selfish about Fluffy. In fact, I admitted that I was being selfish that day. How many apologies are enough? I’ve said I’m sorry, even though there was NO way for me to know.
No one else walked away from this until you did, I have been waiting for you to expend even a little of the energy you claim to put forth and just TALK to me, but you haven’t. There’s delusion here, sure, but not on this end.
I wanted to talk to you personally about it, but you couldn’t be bothered. Instead, you make it public, but that’s not drama? I always thought communication in relationships is a two way street, I guess I was wrong.
I left the ball in your court and you dropped it.
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