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*takes breathe*
Wow, so today was one of the hardest days ever.
It started out at Matt's house. We watched cricket and did nothing... after a night of football (and heavy downpours), trash bag bowling, slurpees and GTA: Vice City. I seriously do not understand cricket at all. I'm going to force James to teach me how it's played.
Anyways, I get home and had a message from Victoria and I was already late, never met them and to put a long story short, I cried for 2 hours because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to say good bye to yet another one of my best friends. I called her house, she was home so I immediatly went over to find her, chris and evan there... we ended up laying on her bed just cuddling and laying just... doing nothing. We watched a video Evan, victoria and ben made, which was great... and then all of us had a bath. After that, Kyla and myself attended a BBQ where we hung out with some Vic kids we haven't seen for a while... most of which were leaving soon... so that sort of felt sad and crappy... but was nice at the same time.
Kyla and I made a trip to Save On where we bought a big bag of jelly beans, a bunch of chocolate, hot chocolate, chocolate cookies, silly puddy and raspberry juice (which was alllll mine)... Oh and a fake bottle of wine. We picked up Evan and Victoria, drove to Beaumaris lake and had a picnic in the rain... I don't think I'll forget that for a while. We drove Evan to the LRT station at around 12 and watching those two say goodbye broke my heart... Kyla and I waited for Victoria to come back and we just stood outside in the middle of the darkness and held each other...
We then went to Kyla's, watched princess bride (and victoria and I held hands for the duration of the movie), Jason stopped in and we all started saying our goodbyes.... And my heart broke into a million pieces. Watching Jason cry made my heart hurt even more...
I wish her the best of luck... and I hope that big city doesn't take anything away from her. I also hope she loves the cd I made her, and that she realizes what each song means... and that if she ever feels like she can't do it... she has one song that will bring her back.
VICTORIA... YOU BETTER WRITE ME, there are like a bazillion envelopes with my address on them. I love you, be safe... and Toronto, you better take care of my girl, or else.... BASEBALL BAT WITH NAILS IN IT. *thump thump* north side.
Shit, I'm not sleeping tonight...
And my heart is breaking just for you, just for you
And my arms are open just for you, just for you
And these tears are crying out for you, just for you
Just for you
I love you more.
Wow, so today was one of the hardest days ever.
It started out at Matt's house. We watched cricket and did nothing... after a night of football (and heavy downpours), trash bag bowling, slurpees and GTA: Vice City. I seriously do not understand cricket at all. I'm going to force James to teach me how it's played.
Anyways, I get home and had a message from Victoria and I was already late, never met them and to put a long story short, I cried for 2 hours because I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to say good bye to yet another one of my best friends. I called her house, she was home so I immediatly went over to find her, chris and evan there... we ended up laying on her bed just cuddling and laying just... doing nothing. We watched a video Evan, victoria and ben made, which was great... and then all of us had a bath. After that, Kyla and myself attended a BBQ where we hung out with some Vic kids we haven't seen for a while... most of which were leaving soon... so that sort of felt sad and crappy... but was nice at the same time.
Kyla and I made a trip to Save On where we bought a big bag of jelly beans, a bunch of chocolate, hot chocolate, chocolate cookies, silly puddy and raspberry juice (which was alllll mine)... Oh and a fake bottle of wine. We picked up Evan and Victoria, drove to Beaumaris lake and had a picnic in the rain... I don't think I'll forget that for a while. We drove Evan to the LRT station at around 12 and watching those two say goodbye broke my heart... Kyla and I waited for Victoria to come back and we just stood outside in the middle of the darkness and held each other...
We then went to Kyla's, watched princess bride (and victoria and I held hands for the duration of the movie), Jason stopped in and we all started saying our goodbyes.... And my heart broke into a million pieces. Watching Jason cry made my heart hurt even more...
I wish her the best of luck... and I hope that big city doesn't take anything away from her. I also hope she loves the cd I made her, and that she realizes what each song means... and that if she ever feels like she can't do it... she has one song that will bring her back.
VICTORIA... YOU BETTER WRITE ME, there are like a bazillion envelopes with my address on them. I love you, be safe... and Toronto, you better take care of my girl, or else.... BASEBALL BAT WITH NAILS IN IT. *thump thump* north side.
Shit, I'm not sleeping tonight...
And my heart is breaking just for you, just for you
And my arms are open just for you, just for you
And these tears are crying out for you, just for you
Just for you
I love you more.