I think i've found the perfect guy for me . . . if only he realized the same.

It's only been two weeks . . . so far I don't like it here. It's huge, it's impersonal, it's . . . too much for me I think. I'm meeting people, A LOT of people, and I can't remember ANYONE'S name, because its too much, it's shallow. I just want to find someone, some people that I can chill wit all the time, and call my FRIENDS . . .the people that ( Read more... )

A boy I knew, hung out with, talked to, fell for . . . was arrested early yesterday morning. He killed his father. Shock . . . utter shock and . . .disbelief. It's hard to say really what I feel . . . time?

I just saw a pick-up conversion van . . .as in half pick up truck, and half conversion van. Who makes those? and why?

So I got a letter from University Housing . . . I am official in room 313 in Babcock hall . . . my roomie is Jessica Shaw from Gurnee Illinois. I thought she was gunna be black cuz they always sic us together . .. but she sounded white . . . I don't really care, it's just that . . .I don't just want to have a black roommate because I'm black . . . ( Read more... )

Last night was GREEAT! I guess you can't really catch the sarcasm in that . . . I don't like drunk boys. I don't like DRUNK boys that are confused anyway when they are sober. But anyway . . .It's not every night that a boy continuously feels you up . .tells you that he wants to have sex with you DESPITE your continuously repetitiveness that you ( Read more... )

I'm not paranoid, i know a lot of people think i am . . . . and My mom always tells me to stop worrying so much. Something is SERIOUSLY wrong with my body . . .I say it's cancer, i don't know WHAT it is. I have these odd lumps everywhere . . . I start aching, I'm tired alot . . .something is going down ( Read more... )

i get bored with you live journal . . .

I'm writing this down so I can remember to tell Marina . . .Sarah Kolman, this girl that used to go to Dorian Music Camp and I used to be friends with is dating Johnny one of the counselors that does percussion at Dorian. Can that get any more refuckindiculous??!?!HAHAHAHAHA weird .. .

It's weird to me how fast we've grown up. I remember still putting glue on my hands, watching it dry, and then peeling it off . . .giggling, and throwing it on people. That was like . . . 12 years ago. TWELVE YEARS! On paper it seems so long ago . . . to me it seems like yesterday ( Read more... )