And 'of course'

[athanasius]

With all that stress I'm now very depressed and feeling very lonely and wish I had someone within walking (or them driving) distance to go spend the evening with. I'm online, obviously, but none of the group conversation is really carrying me and it seems I've chosen a bad time to want someone to talk to me one on one.

I'm close to wanting to just curl up into a ball and bawl.