I hate that feeling when you feel torn between two things.  That's how I feel right now.  I woke up today to hear from my friend B that things weren't going so well.  In other words the break up that was looming over his head was hitting full force.  I don't know the details of what went down and I didn't want to pry.  Well, I did want to, but I ( Read more... )

I sit here lost in thought again.  Wondering if everything I have been considering doing is the right thing to do.  Spending my well five-ish days away from home has made me think so much.  I hadn't had that much fun in two days as I did on Friday and Saturday that I was gone in a long time ( Read more... )

My friend Benny recently posted this video on Facebook. It has been making me think. I keep going back to it and playing it over and over again. I keep asking myself if I can be the person in the song. I can relate to it so much right now, but am terrified that I cannot be lifted up. I need some help, but I don't know where to go ( Read more... )

I know this is dead. I haven't posted on here in a million years and I don't think any of my old friends still use their accounts either, but I need a place to think and get my thoughts out in an unbiased place. Any time I talk to people I feel like they aren't just trying to help me, but also help themselves ( Read more... )