It's been an odd night. Moreso than that it's been a wierd year so far. It's the first decade I can officially say I remember signifigant amounts of things from each year. Couldn't tell you what happened in what year but I could name memories for a lot of different eras of my life. Thinking about that I realize that there are also a lot of things I ( Read more... )

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I remember the day that I met you, it was at the roaring spring fireman's carnival...you were skateboarding and i was hanging out with my 2 new friends Jordan and Ian. We spent several years of knowing each other, but not really... when I turned 18 I took you and Ian with me to warped tour, you were starting to dread your hair in some of the crazy ( Read more... )

Are there no shadows where you are ( Read more... )

So weary ( Read more... )

I fear never finding someone that I can fall in love with and have her love me back just as much........

So I've been in this mood lately. I'm not sure how to explain it, but I guess it just calls for me writing it down so I may understand what is up ( Read more... )

i have tried to type whats on my mind about 10 times. I then deleted it. several times. and this is what my journal will say instead.......

I've got a feeling, it's hard to explain
Feels like the devil rents a room in my brain
The things I'm ashamed of feel like dear old st Paul
The things that I wanna do, I don't do at all

So bury me deep, cover me with snow
Wrap me in sleep, blanket of ghosts

The spirit is willing, but the flesh is so weak
I wanna kiss your lips, but I kiss your cheek
Just ( Read more... )

I'm not listening I'm over it, sending it over and out ( Read more... )