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It's been an odd night. Moreso than that it's been a wierd year so far. It's the first decade I can officially say I remember signifigant amounts of things from each year. Couldn't tell you what happened in what year but I could name memories for a lot of different eras of my life. Thinking about that I realize that there are also a lot of things I neglected to pay attention to because I felt like a child still, uncaring and invincible.
Right now I am dealing with an empty 4 BR apartment that I am the only person on the lease of, and probably a hefty debt because of. Also it has been a year since Ty has passed away on monday. He was around throughout this entire decade for me. That is crazy to think about. the first decade i can truely recall and one of the people who were there for all of it. He's gone. It sucks. and that pretty much sums up whats what has made this an odd night. not the mention heartbreak, but that one is still a slightly bitter subject so I guess it could come up again sometime in the future.... goodnight. I just needed to get some thoughts down. If you read this sorry to waste your time, but thanks for caring I guess haha
Right now I am dealing with an empty 4 BR apartment that I am the only person on the lease of, and probably a hefty debt because of. Also it has been a year since Ty has passed away on monday. He was around throughout this entire decade for me. That is crazy to think about. the first decade i can truely recall and one of the people who were there for all of it. He's gone. It sucks. and that pretty much sums up whats what has made this an odd night. not the mention heartbreak, but that one is still a slightly bitter subject so I guess it could come up again sometime in the future.... goodnight. I just needed to get some thoughts down. If you read this sorry to waste your time, but thanks for caring I guess haha