I just had sex with Lauren. I'm drunk.

Why do I not feel like doing anything? I didn't really do anything today besides jerk off to internet porn. I can't even be bothered to read a page in the latest chuck palahniuk book which is really good. I'm just feeling really apathetic about doing things and have been thinking somewhat bleakly about the future the past few days ( Read more... )

And some pretty girls flirted with me while we were stopped at Tim Horton's for dinner travelling through Canada on the way home. I was standing right next to my mother so it was awkward. One of them said to the other "he's really cute" and then I turned around and she said to me "you're cute" and smiled so I said thanks, and then she tried to ( Read more... )

I just got back from a trip through Michigan with my mom and brother. It was fun. I enjoyed hearing the accents of the people there. We were looking at a hut made out of bark and I overheard a man saying in a little reedy (very) nasal voice, "it's a barrrk chyapel." He sounded ridiculous! I got a picture of the statues in the chapel and there ( Read more... )

Well, what has happened lately? I took that trip to Pittsburgh with Kyle, and we decided on a house. That was like two weeks ago. It's been a pain in the ass getting the housing applications sent back to Lobos Management, but supposedly they received them today. I was reading some apartment reviews online and out of the thirteen Lobos reviews ( Read more... )

I don't feel like I'll ever achieve complete intimacy with another person. I would know everything about my ideal person. No secrets, complete trust. I don't think I could ever completely trust anyone. I sure wish I could because it hurts so much to feel alone. I want to get drunk ( Read more... )

Well, my employer (the temp agency) is avoiding me and it's making me mad, but I'm just going to have to give up. Or I could sue him. I left him two messages, one on the answering machine and another today with a live person. So I no longer have a job ( Read more... )

I was in NYC with dad this weekend. We looked at the hipsters in Greenpoint on Saturday and went to Coney Island on Sunday. It was pleasant ( Read more... )

The other thing that happened is I found a job at a plastics factory. It's a really nice place to work. My co-workers are friendly, I"m able to space out while putting shit together, and it pays well. And no bothersome customers to serve. And the girls give me their leftovers at lunch ( Read more... )

Why do people always close their eyes when they kiss? Is it considered awkward to look the other person in the eyes while kissing him/her ( Read more... )