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I don't feel like I'll ever achieve complete intimacy with another person. I would know everything about my ideal person. No secrets, complete trust. I don't think I could ever completely trust anyone. I sure wish I could because it hurts so much to feel alone. I want to get drunk.
And it hurts so much when a person who used to be your best friend now won't give you the time of day.
And it hurts so much when a person who used to be your best friend now won't give you the time of day.