I want to write something deep and profound that will mean something to me in the future. But the truth is that I just feel like life is unfair and totally sucks ( Read more... )

I've started having these monthly depressions where I start to overthink every detail of my life and am rendered completely miserable and without sparks to usher me forward. I want to write about my worries, yet at the same time, I don't think digging myself too deep into it is a very good idea. Nor is thinking happy thoughts helping all that much ( Read more... )

Mono is not as nice as some people think. I've been "free" of it for about six months, but I still feel tired. People say it's the early hours and that I'm not used to working like this, but my body tells me it's more. Cause honestly, cleaning isn't as draining - physically or mentally - as being a florist. And last year when I started school, I ( Read more... )

I think I've been brainwashed. I dream about flowes and work. And to be honest, I don't sleep very well anymore. Commuting left me a bit more drained than working does (although it's not as easy as most people seem to believe) so I would just crash the second my head hit the pillow ( Read more... )

If you're one of those people who isn't allergic to anything, remember to thank your lucky star. I, on the other hand, am not that lucky. Not only do I have to deal with hayfever - like millions (billions?) - of others, but I have allergies that can kill me ( Read more... )

They tried to make me go to rehab and I said: "Okay".No, I'm not being sent off to deal with any addiction problems. I've merely begun rehabilitating myself by reading. My brain got fried pretty badly when I had my breakdown, but now I've started being able to read things more normally. I still skim (I've always rushed when I read, not sure why), ( Read more... )

2013 could have started out better. Actually, let me rephrase that: It started out perfectly but then it went downhill after getting some sleep and waking up in the afternoon ( Read more... )

Day four on penicillin. I feel no change. None at all ( Read more... )

Going to Copenhagen tomorrow with Mim is something I've really been looking forward to. But now, it looks like it probably won't happen after all: I woke up with a terrible cold this morning. I've been feeling it since around Midsummer, but thought I was in the clear when it didn't break out. Sure, I might feel better tomorrow. It's a weird cold, ( Read more... )