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[asraei]

Mark isn't gunna make it. mom just told me. he's not getting enough oxygen in his brain....i cant do this now. ill xplainlater. might cut. duno. we might be going to stloiuis tonight

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[spurious]

Don't cut.
Shower and cry all you want, use up all of your water in the shower, but don't cut.
::loves::

[lecharme]

Do not cut. Okay? Please don't. *lotsa hugs*

If you want to talk I'm bookworm_@msn.com I've gone through three deaths in the family, so maybe I can help.

Hang in there <3333

[asraei]

Thank you. I didn't cut. I decided that if I started, I wouldn't stop until I was dead. I'll add a update in a couple minutes to the post I made....♥ ♥

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[withpaperwings_]

*hugs* Can I call you and leave either a message on your cell or something? Where are you? I don't wanna wake you up at liek 3 am =/ yeah, I love you too sweetheart. More then you could EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER know. OH *hugs* hang in there, don't please don't do anything you will regret. Trust me, it's not worth it. I've done it, i've been there, two of my best friends have been there, you will make it, and you will be stronger, and you will be happy that you got through it. Listen, if you don't cut, I won't. Kay? Deal? I haven't for a couple days now, and I know how hard it is. I know how much you want to just walk in there and find anything to take some of the pain from the inside. Cry as much as you want, I always cry. Constantly

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[asraei]

I ♥ your icon.
No offense, but I'd rather you not call now.....So far, I've broke down crying with every phonecall....I love you. If you'd like to call later, like in a couple hours, that'd be fine. I live in Kansas, and it is 7:30 pm here right now.
♥x10,000,000,000

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[withpaperwings_]

x) kay...i'll call later. What should I call you by? I don't want to freak anyone out *laughs* Thank you, I'm going to make you some icons (even though you're way way way way more talented then me..)

♥ {more then you know and could guess}

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[asraei]

Sara, although if you slip and call me Asraei (as-ray), my mom will know who you're talking about. ♥x10,000,000

[insanity_calls]

Okay, this might be weird since I barely know you, but i'm begging you not to cut. Right now i'm pouring as much love as I can into the screen, hopefully it will get through to you and make you feel a little better.

Here is a hug, the biggest one I can give:

*HUG*

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{I love you right now, more than I can say}

[insanity_calls]

I know i'm probably the last person you want to talk to, but my email is hats_are_sexy@hotmail.com (I have MSN too). I will always listen if you ever want to talk. When my Nana died (this is a couple of years ago) I remember I was shell-shocked, it didn't even register until a little while later. It's so hard, and I felt weird for ages, going over to Grandad's house and she wasn't there. This may sound cliche, but all I did was talk to my friends. I found I couldn't talk to my family. Obviously it wasn't quite as bad, since she was fairly old and reaching the end of her life. Usually, it's one particular friend who will listen and pull you through, one person who you find you can talk to or cry to. My Mum spent ages on the phone to Theresa and over at her house. So anyway, just find someone you're very close to and talk to them, or someone who will listen without interrupting or anything. That's what I did when Joel died too. Anyway, hopefully this will work for you too (it takes time) and hopefully this comment was useful and not too

[asraei]

Wow, thanks. ♥
My uncle and I weren't very close, but he's family, and I love(d) him alot.

Reading what you said makes me feel alot better. It's good to know that all the crying, talking, and feeling totally awkward isn't stupid; it comes with the territory of losing somebody you love. Thank you very very much.

♥ Sara

[insanity_calls]

Not stupid at all. Remember, if you feel like crying then do it, don't feel stupid about it. People won't think you're just being dramatic, and if you need to get it out you definately should. I'm really glad I made you feel a bit better!

♥ Smo

[babydoll01]

I was so stressed out I didnt' eat. Really the best thing to do is go for a long walk around your neighborhood or goto a near by park...I'll keep you in my thoughts. Keep strong, and best wishes

[asraei]

Thanks hun. It really means alot that so many people care. *hugs* ♥