Mark isn't gunna make it. mom just told me. he's not getting enough oxygen in his brain....i cant do this now. ill xplainlater. might cut. duno. we might be going to stloiuis tonight
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Okay, this might be weird since I barely know you, but i'm begging you not to cut. Right now i'm pouring as much love as I can into the screen, hopefully it will get through to you and make you feel a little better.
I know i'm probably the last person you want to talk to, but my email is hats_are_sexy@hotmail.com (I have MSN too). I will always listen if you ever want to talk. When my Nana died (this is a couple of years ago) I remember I was shell-shocked, it didn't even register until a little while later. It's so hard, and I felt weird for ages, going over to Grandad's house and she wasn't there. This may sound cliche, but all I did was talk to my friends. I found I couldn't talk to my family. Obviously it wasn't quite as bad, since she was fairly old and reaching the end of her life. Usually, it's one particular friend who will listen and pull you through, one person who you find you can talk to or cry to. My Mum spent ages on the phone to Theresa and over at her house. So anyway, just find someone you're very close to and talk to them, or someone who will listen without interrupting or anything. That's what I did when Joel died too. Anyway, hopefully this will work for you too (it takes time) and hopefully this comment was useful and not too
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Wow, thanks. ♥ My uncle and I weren't very close, but he's family, and I love(d) him alot.
Reading what you said makes me feel alot better. It's good to know that all the crying, talking, and feeling totally awkward isn't stupid; it comes with the territory of losing somebody you love. Thank you very very much.
Not stupid at all. Remember, if you feel like crying then do it, don't feel stupid about it. People won't think you're just being dramatic, and if you need to get it out you definately should. I'm really glad I made you feel a bit better!
Here is a hug, the biggest one I can give:
*HUG*
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{I love you right now, more than I can say}
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My uncle and I weren't very close, but he's family, and I love(d) him alot.
Reading what you said makes me feel alot better. It's good to know that all the crying, talking, and feeling totally awkward isn't stupid; it comes with the territory of losing somebody you love. Thank you very very much.
♥ Sara
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