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Mark isn't gunna make it. mom just told me. he's not getting enough oxygen in his brain....i cant do this now. ill xplainlater. might cut. duno. we might be going to stloiuis tonight.
Steph, please call me. Please.
Home: 785 242 9157
Cell Phone: 785 248 1117
i love you guys. all of you.
I'm going to go shower, cry, and maybe cut. I can't handle this.
EDIT, PLEASE READ
I didn't cut. I decided that if I did, I'd keep going til I was dead.
I did shower, so now I don't stink.
Can't stop crying.
I'm going to be with my mom at my aunt's house. Nobody is going to St. Louis.
I'm just trying to breathe. It's not fair that Mark is dying. It's just not.
To anybody who's dealt with death: Please tell me how you did it. All I can do is cry, and it feels so wrong. What do you say to others?
Steph, please call me. Please.
Home: 785 242 9157
Cell Phone: 785 248 1117
i love you guys. all of you.
I'm going to go shower, cry, and maybe cut. I can't handle this.
EDIT, PLEASE READ
I didn't cut. I decided that if I did, I'd keep going til I was dead.
I did shower, so now I don't stink.
Can't stop crying.
I'm going to be with my mom at my aunt's house. Nobody is going to St. Louis.
I'm just trying to breathe. It's not fair that Mark is dying. It's just not.
To anybody who's dealt with death: Please tell me how you did it. All I can do is cry, and it feels so wrong. What do you say to others?