I just wanted to post two papers I wrote for my Gender, Representation, and Resistance class that I liked.

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( Female-to-Male Feminism )

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I may not be getting my T as soon as I had hoped.

Insurance and my father seem to be against me.

Crapshitfuckwhy?

Beatrice (my laptop) is being really fussy lately. Well, to be more precise, the charger is being fussy. It keeps falling out and won't charge. It's not the cord, because I've tried a different one. Bea, why do you torment me so! D:

My mom called me Harper today while my dad was in the room. The conversation went something like this:

MOM: Harper?
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Today has been full of so much crap.

I'm not here, not in my body, and it makes me apathetic and lazy and sick, so fucking sick.

Over the weekend I had the following brief exchange with my father:
"Dad, can we go out for coffee or something?"
"Why?"
"I want to talk."
"About what?"
"I want to talk."
"... I'm not ready to talk about that."
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My name change will be legal in December.

I need to do this.

I need to do this now.

I've been waiting my whole life, I can't wait any longer. I can't put it off anymore because of my fear of what other people will do or think.

I'm calling Cindy tomorrow. I'm gonna just tell my dad -- I need to do this now. He can learn to accept it later. I can't live ( Read more... )

My mom and I need to find a way to talk to my dad before I can start my T. And by "my mom and I" I really mean just "I", but it's nice to know that my mom's standing behind me on this one. ((I'm so scared.))

But I can get an approval letter from my normal therapist and maybe even get my shots from my regular MD.

Need to:
-Write letter to work ( Read more... )

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