even when your fight is over now

Sep 19, 2006 00:45

so i've recently been changing a lot of things about myself, some gradually, some all at once.  i did a lot of traveling this summer and i've had so many changed perspectives on things. i'm making a lot of healthy changes, like going to the gym at least three times a week, eating more fruits and vegetables, and working on trying to get more sleep too. i've been using cruise control instead of speeding haha and spending less money on eating out. i've also been spending more downtime with...myself ha, which is healthy. i've been doing a lot of photography, which i love. and watching football, which i love. and organizing my room and stuff. i've started writing in my lj again haha, obviously, and just posted new user pics.(all of which i took! part of my photog adventures).

news:
- we're moving about 2 more miles down Catharpin Rd in October
- i got a new job today at an italian restaurant that is opening in a week
- i have a photog project due on thursday and i need models :)
- i don't have ped class tomorrow, woot!

so today i went to work...which was like a constant business for most of the time. when i got home i went to Giuseppes/Joe's with meg'n and shontae because shontae needed to get her menu (they just got jobs there) and i applied and was interviewed right then and got the job too haha. fun. so now i'll be working at foster's on weekdays and giuseppes on weekends...i can only imagine what foster's will say...

i had class later on, at 7 and we had to do these group things so that was interesting and this friend of our professor brought our professor's dog to her so she was sitting at the desk with this little dog on her shoulder haha then she left us to do the group stuff.

i'm starting to have a few really good guy friends and i love them to death. it feels awesome to be able to hang out with guys who don't expect anything from you except friendship and aren't going after you with bad intentions (trust me, i've hung out with enough of em to know the difference and these dudes are true blue). seems like i meet too many guys like the latter and quite frankly, i highly dislike them. HIGHLY. yes...anyway. so that's fun (the having nice guy friends part haha). but, you ever met a guy that just grew on you? and the more you saw him, the more you liked him? there's one i met a few years ago that's like that for me. i hardly ever see him anymore, but anytime i do, he always seems excited to see me. that's what drew me to him in the first place. i met him right before he met a room full of people that day, and he still remembered my name when i said goodbye to him. that meant something to me. he acknowledged me in a crowd and didn't think twice about it. he would make the effort to come talk to me, i didn't have to find him. it's been years and i'm still head over heels for this guy. we never even got close. it's sad. but he was that kind of guy; always respectful, he's never tried to make a move on me...he trips on his words when he talks to me (which is adorable) and he's just genuinely down to earth. i wish i could see him more often, but that's how it goes sometimes. i don't even think about him much, but sometimes (like tonight) things remind me of him.

tomorrow i work in the morning and then....something...(no class so i'll find something to do ha), then i'm having dinner with ms debbie, which is totally exciting!

~bisous~
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