here i am...
it takes time to understand things about yourself. since it's you, you assume you know, but that's why so many people seem so hypocritical: they can't see themselves, they don't know themselves. it takes observing others to find out your own reactions and feelings. sometimes we adapt to what others do and don't take the time to formulate our own ideas and feelings. we wind up talking the talk and walking in some weird way that has nothing to do with what we've said. it's necessary to evaluate yourself and the things you do to keep your life on track.
and so i ask:
- are you respecting yourself?
* do you dress appropriately?
* do you mind your speech?
* are you selective in your friendships and relationships?
- are you staying in good health?
* do you eat enough healthy foods?
* do you drink enough water?
* do you find time to exercise?
* are you getting enough sleep?
- are you keeping up with your finances?
* do you get your bills paid on time?
* do you budget your money to make sure you don't spend too much?
just little basic things to ask yourself and find out how you're doing. i don't do everything right, and i've been evaluating myself a lot lately to see what i can and need to change and what is going well. sometimes it takes an outside opinion to tell you how you are acting, because we favor ourselves and deny our wrongs and shortcomings.
just a thought. anyway, besides all that...
today i worked in the morning and it was pretty slow...nothing really exciting happened but meg'n was there so...actually...it was exciting until she left...then i was bored ha. she has all my clothes in her car and she needs to get them out and give them to me before i punch her in the face. and i say this because i know she's reading it and perhaps she will finally do it ha.
i went to the gym...and then had dinner with ms debbie at qdoba, and i saw a guy i went to high school with. i thought about saying hi, but we never hung out...so i didn't want him to think i was crazy haha but i know he recognized me too. he has pretty eyes. i see him at nova sometimes. ms debbie and i had a good time, looked at pictures and talked for a while.
i came home for like maybe 10-15 minutes and then headed to cvs to put in some pictures to be printed. this girl there was being kinda rude. i was punching in the pictures i wanted on the computer and she kept saying to her co-worker, "it's 9:30, close photo! close photo!" i can understand if your store is closing, but the dude told me the pictures wouldn't be ready till tomorrow anyway and i said it was fine, then this girl is looking at me like i need to be leaving the store which didn't close for 30 more minutes. usually i try not to let stuff bother me, but it really made me feel like i was doing something wrong by being there, and i wasn't. it was irritating because she just kept saying stuff like that, obviously trying to get me to leave by telling her manager guy to close the thing. whatever ha, can't get mad about something or someone that i can't control.
i went to go pick up shontae after that and we had two glorious cups of coffee at uno's and some ice cream dessert thing that was really good. we had a good talk, then we took pictures of the flowers outside haha like usual.
i don't have class tomorrow which is good. just work.
work. work. and more work.
<3
and so i ask:
- are you respecting yourself?
* do you dress appropriately?
* do you mind your speech?
* are you selective in your friendships and relationships?
- are you staying in good health?
* do you eat enough healthy foods?
* do you drink enough water?
* do you find time to exercise?
* are you getting enough sleep?
- are you keeping up with your finances?
* do you get your bills paid on time?
* do you budget your money to make sure you don't spend too much?
just little basic things to ask yourself and find out how you're doing. i don't do everything right, and i've been evaluating myself a lot lately to see what i can and need to change and what is going well. sometimes it takes an outside opinion to tell you how you are acting, because we favor ourselves and deny our wrongs and shortcomings.
just a thought. anyway, besides all that...
today i worked in the morning and it was pretty slow...nothing really exciting happened but meg'n was there so...actually...it was exciting until she left...then i was bored ha. she has all my clothes in her car and she needs to get them out and give them to me before i punch her in the face. and i say this because i know she's reading it and perhaps she will finally do it ha.
i went to the gym...and then had dinner with ms debbie at qdoba, and i saw a guy i went to high school with. i thought about saying hi, but we never hung out...so i didn't want him to think i was crazy haha but i know he recognized me too. he has pretty eyes. i see him at nova sometimes. ms debbie and i had a good time, looked at pictures and talked for a while.
i came home for like maybe 10-15 minutes and then headed to cvs to put in some pictures to be printed. this girl there was being kinda rude. i was punching in the pictures i wanted on the computer and she kept saying to her co-worker, "it's 9:30, close photo! close photo!" i can understand if your store is closing, but the dude told me the pictures wouldn't be ready till tomorrow anyway and i said it was fine, then this girl is looking at me like i need to be leaving the store which didn't close for 30 more minutes. usually i try not to let stuff bother me, but it really made me feel like i was doing something wrong by being there, and i wasn't. it was irritating because she just kept saying stuff like that, obviously trying to get me to leave by telling her manager guy to close the thing. whatever ha, can't get mad about something or someone that i can't control.
i went to go pick up shontae after that and we had two glorious cups of coffee at uno's and some ice cream dessert thing that was really good. we had a good talk, then we took pictures of the flowers outside haha like usual.
i don't have class tomorrow which is good. just work.
work. work. and more work.
<3