i'm feeling better about all things than i've felt in a while. today is my day off which very nearly collided with reality when carol (my boss) asked if i could come in to work today. thank goddess for my valid excuse of needing to fast & get blood work done; thursdays have become mighty sacred to me, and i'm appalled at the thought of giving them ( Read more... )

i'm feeling remarkably shitty and much more inclined to spend the day hiding than to head into work. but i have to. and i also have to keep reminding myself that this is a job i love and not something i want to risk losing over some moody pms days when looking in mirrors confuses me and i feel a vague sensation of loss. i'm only working a 4 hour ( Read more... )