As each day passes I feel the inner constructs of my soul withering more so than any other circumstantial event in my life, whether it was minuscule or major. I have major personality issues as I battle depression like I never have before. I keep thinking of things that make it worse, questioning things I should ignore because they'll just bring ( Read more... )

Well I have been busy for the past few days which has left me not much time to focus on updating this blog of mine. I had to work the other day, worked for 7 hours and it was pretty busy. As for today not much went on, I have been watching House over again from Season 1, I just love that show so much. Well I think I might be getting sick again, ( Read more... )

Well I know this is a bit of an early start but I thought I would get in the spirit of the new year which is hurriedly coming upon us and post my current New Years resolutions as they stand now.

1. Find my real father
2. Get a better job
3. Graduate High School (pretty easy)
4. Get accepted into a good college
5. Overcome my nail biting problem
6. ( Read more... )

Well first off I want to wish everyone who celebrates this glorious holiday a very merry Christmas. And to those who celebrate something else then happy holidays to you all. So far this has been a good Christmas, with the exception of it being very cold and rainy. I didn't get many gifts but that is fine, I didn't really want many things. I got to ( Read more... )

Well it's once again the eve of Christmas, it seems like it was just the beginning of 2006 and here it is almost the end now. Where does the time go? Well so far my Christmas eve has been pretty enjoyable. We went to my aunt's house for a little Christmas lunch or dinner whichever you'd call it. It was pretty good, even though we had ham and I ( Read more... )

Well today I guess you could say was an alright day, I was hoping that I was going to get called in to work but that didn't happen so I didn't do much today. I talked to some friends online off and on and different times and posted on Tokyo-Nights some. I like that place but there really aren't many places to post, but I have gamefaqs for that :p. ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things going on in my life right now that are leaving me confused and they are giving my mind a lot of things to go over. And with the way it keeps unraveling before me it makes me think that maybe everything I had thought sacred and that I thought was concrete in life is nothing more than a hollow representation of my dreams and ( Read more... )

Well I am at this again, I am once again immersed into the world of blogging because of takanori_lover. I hope that I can update this thing as much as I want to. I can not make any promises on it. And I don't really have any rules about reading my journal, as long as you don't mind it when I go into deep rants that might seem emo at times ( Read more... )