Mike still applies to so many jobs every day and still hasn't gotten a call. Not once ( Read more... )

I wish my life would come together ( Read more... )

I just want everything to just... come together.

There is an awful smell coming from the wall behind my bed. Mike says it totally smells like something dead. YAY ( Read more... )

Alright ( Read more... )

How can I talk to some one and feel like a useless idiot so easily? Yikes.

But really can I go to San Francisco now? :(

So I get to Benicia and have a wonderful day with my lover and my friends.

I come home like 20 minutes ago to find out my dad has been at the emergency vet with Chip, turns out we had to put him down. Fucking lame. So sad, but so glad I got to see him today before he went.

I wanna cry but not.

Ugh ( Read more... )

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Just *thinking* about going to try on wedding dresses makes me anxious and nervous and upset all at once. Buying regular clothes at Target always proves to be frustrating and upsetting because I hate my body but my wedding dress?! I have to like how I look. I have to ( Read more... )